Virtual reality ~

sometimes i wish i could become a char in a manga. or maybe i was drawn into a manga w/o me knowing. where ppl would plan my life and give me a good happy ending. where the char have dreams and hopes of the world.

dreams. wats my dream? i dun know. its been a while since i can dream of anything. wif u inside my mind, there isnt any room for anything esle. i jus cant stop thinking of u.

to manga fans, if u happen to have read "ichigo 100%" b4 plz do drop me a msg. i need recommendations on any other manga thats into romance, dreams and hopes like this series do.

Note: i dun read ichigo 100 for their pictures. i would prefer real life photos then those. its jus the storyline that moved me.

Books, are dreams in written forms of fantasy ~

Yesterday i finally found the 2nd book in this world that made my tears fall.

wat u mean i dun read. of cos i do. lawl.

highly recommending this book if ur a book reader like me.(sry they dun contain pictures)

"The 5 people you meet in heaven" by MitchAlbom, Author of the international bestseller - "tuesday with morrie"

give it a try.

Bring me musics ~

been listening to simple plan these days. they really rox dun they?

great band anyway.

found a online shopping site for streetwears.

take a look =p

www.onlineninja-van.blogspot.com

Teach me, wat can i do ~

here at tekong, got nth to do. so bored. went to frenster to check on stuff. emo came and stayed.

saw her updated her profile. saw her comments.she's so popular, i'm jus a toad lusting for the swan. funny feeling came over me. was it jealous? was it inferiority? was it sadness? or was it bitterness from the fact, i had failed to win her heart. i feel so alone.

I, am not good looking, am not fit, not tall either. around my frens i joke around to create happiness for them. a fool i was. for frens i can do anyting. how stupid i am. i may look happy always, but when emo took over me, i cant do anything. weak. here i am talking to a computer, childish.

if, there is anyone out there, who can end my misery. please, let me know. i pay any price. to forget her, or to leave this world before someone does.




I.cant.take.it.any.more. this.world.will.definately.do.better.without.me.

Going overseas ~

Guess where am i going ? =D

yeah its really oversea and its call tekong -.-

going till 26 oct so guess no blogging till then.. fuck up life...

Busy man on the run ~

just noticed that i have been blogging lesser then usual these weeks, all beco i'm jus getting rdy to go tekong for training. bored man.. oh yeah my birthday is coming !! ^^